Saturday, November 16, 2013

There she was!


                                                                   There she was!
    
               The epitome of resplendence, if there could be any, she was.

                                Flamboyance through simplicity, if there could be any, she was.

                                                             The analogue of sheer elegance, if there could be any, she was.

  
        The aura that she generated could certainly turn an atheist in to a believer. Big black eyes, portrayed the vehemence of anger, still retained the charm that enthralled and could possibly make anyone beg, to fall in the depths of it. It seemed magical, her ornaments, her crown, the ten hands, two sons and two daughters radiating the same amount of splendour, the glitter all around and the sublimity of perfection, was magnificent. It got me involved.

        
        The idol was exactly the same as it has been since so many years but still; there was something new to it that integrated the magnificence. It was hard to believe that human hands had made it!
        While I was admiring the spectacular beauty that appeared no less than reality, a hand creeped upon my shoulder and gripped me back to pull up the hefty body that it was attached to. Unable to endure the intensity of the pull, I almost fell down. I turned around to see a familiar wrinkled face and oversized body, it was my Aunt.
        She needed a support to climb the wooden platform that was a bit raised - she could have asked for it - the sudden pull was unnecessary. She was one amongst that category of my relatives whom I hated the most.


   “Arjun! khabar dabar ki bondo kore diechis? Why have you grown so thin?” she almost shouted.
“No Aunty I’ve been working out” I gave a reluctant reply.
“Working out? Has this zero figure thing gone trendy over boys also?” now she had that evil grin on her face.
“Yes, it is better than your oversized, disgraceful, buffalo like structured body, that itself regrets its existence!” I wanted to say but instead, I replied, “No Aunty not zero figure, I would be putting on a few kilos back again very soon”
“Better. Beta you are a Bengali and you should look like one, hale and hearty” she said. I gave a smile, nodded, excused myself and dismissed the conversation.
   The evening, as I contemplated it, was full of such unwanted conversations. However, the aarti that was accompanied with dhank, made the evening blissful and took my mind away from the torment and horror of my unreasonably inquisitive aunts and uncles.
    Back home, the euphoria and excitement slowly started fading and the despair of reality seeped back again. In short, the horror of exams again started haunting me. People reading this might be quite appalled, “why this guy is so anxious about the exams?" actually the anxiety comes up because “I’m not at all anxious!” 

Shashti (Sixth Day)


        Sixth day of Durga Pooja, four days more and all the excitement will fade away, familiar faces will disappear, crisp and color of the new outfits will find its way to stains and scratches, days will get busy, nights will get dimmer and the soothe of mind will be lost somewhere in the pandemonium of the chaotic world. Durga Ma’s idol will be gone in the depths of the ocean but the divinity and exuberance will prevail in our hearts.
         Somehow I managed to cover a substantial portion of my syllabus today, however not meeting my targets but still meeting my contentment and endurance! So I decided to visit the Pooja Mandap today. I quickly got in to my newly bought Chinos and a White Shirt, examined myself in the mirror (unfolded sleeves looked odd, folded them!) and left for the “Poojo Badi” (how Bengalis address the place where Goddess Durga’s idol is placed and all the rituals are carried out religiously).
         Now, Pooja Mandap is a place where you are at a very vulnerable space to get encountered by all your relatives (the few whom you love and the many whom you hate). However it was something of the least importance for the very moment because, all of them were waiting eagerly for the aarti and the dhank to begin.
       As I entered, a mist of smoke surrounded me, which consisted of that typical smell of dhuno. I was accustomed to that smell, it presented soothe to the atmosphere. The ambiance was perfect – illuminated with lights – decorated with flower bouquets. The chairs in the last row were arranged in a decent pattern where as the front ones were haphazard (on account of personal convenience and comfort). Men-women, husband-wife-children, friends, acquaintances; everyone whom I could expect, nearly and remotely, were present. I had cold feet to interact with them, however I’m quite efficient to surpass that. I straightaway went through the passage, which was covered with a lengthy red carpet, swiftly managed to escape their visions and landed right in front of Durga Ma (‘s idol).